I have finally found what works for me.
I have struggled for YEARS (unfortunately I have deleted several years of this blog because I was up until now, never successful and I felt like a failure.. so much I wrote was actually great and thoughtful and helpful for myself but it’s gone now.. There are still several years worth of posts I am going to leave. I realize now everything I have gone thru has helped me… if nothing else by helping me realize how motivated I always was, but the diets failed me, not the other way around).
I discovered hCG thru my Dr. He is an Anti-Aging hormone specialist here in Orlando but was a heart surgeon for years.. he sort of had a metamorphosis himself and got out of the heart business and is now a great Dr. helping women (and men) with hormonal issues and also the anti-aging fight and got in to studying hCG and suggested I might try an RX of hCG injections.
At first I was like.. “no way”.. but decided if he felt it was valid I would try a round. I lost 23 pounds in 30 days on my first round.. I am now on my second round.. I also was BLOWN AWAY with how much info is out there and how many people are losing weight on it. I wondered (and still do) why EVERYONE does not know about this.. I am sure it’s some damn conspiracy. No.. really, I am serious but that’s another post.
I gained allot of my weight I lost on my first round back because it ended right before the holidays and I have not developed good coping skills for overeating (working on that).
I am now down 25 pounds and see I have much to learn about controlling my emotional eating, boredom eating and overeating in general.
The weight coming off has really helped my motivation to change and learn about myself.. I have so much hope and it’s been a very, very long time.
As I start to feel “less stuck with my fat body” I am pretty sure I will gain more self esteem and more success. Success breeds success. I know I will feel better emotionally and physically and I know these hard won changes will be powerful reasons for me to continue to learn how to keep the weight off.
More to come…